expect love

She that had I dreamed of.
She is so far I expect.
She is so far I love.
She who had loved me.
Now end in vain all efforts to me.
Without the slightest feeling of her.
I do not know anymore, what should I do.
I really do not believe in destiny.
After he told me that he has chosen another man.
I contemplate my fate was silent.
And I wanted to shed tears because of how sad my love stranded midway.
I have to stay strong and tough in front of her despite the sadness behind ketegaranku still keeps an extremely deep.
This really is not wanted by anyone, including me.
It is unfortunate.
Obviously I'm close to her.
But the feeling is much to her.
Now I regret myself for the failure of love that I've been waiting for.
It's hard to forget her.
But alas, I can only contemplate a failed love.
(  Tegal, 16 February 2012 )  
Bayu Segara